welcome to the winter whisker. how was your day today?

  • name: felis "accidiam" sinclair

  • pen name: alfie sinclair

  • age: 999+

  • pronouns: any!

  • birthday: 1/17

  • zodiac sign: capricorn

hallo !! i am felis !! i stream whatever whenever (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

lore.

snow leopard snow angel .. snep angel ? snow leopangel ? apothecary master that serves treatment in the form of hearty tavern food![placeholder picture]

design notes.

  • muted in both color and emotion

  • wistful and longing

  • desiderium, vemod, and apricity

  • a little clumsy, a little lost, a little endearing

  • cold all around but somehow warm

  • to be different than what circumstances dictate

i wrote felis after myself down to my core. she's a story of how different identities form and wilt, how time can seem eternally frozen while the world continues to spin, and how, in the end, it is what we make ourselves to be instead of what circumstances make of us. because despite all the coldness that frosts over us, that one little out-of-place spot of color may catch our attention for the better. whether it is how we speak, how we dress, or how we carry ourselves, we craft and hate and love with learned personalities of others that we have cherished throughout our lives.and with blood-stained hands and all the versions of us that never made it home, i will hold you gently. always. warmly, forever yours.

miscellaneous notes.

motifs, colors, and other whimsical items

  • emoji marks: ❄️🪽

  • snowflakes: fragility

  • blue rose: the unattainable

  • snowdrop: hope and resilience

  • winter camellia: devotion and strength against all odds

  • felis: ...cat ( •̀ ω •́ )✧ / yes, i know snow leopards are panthera, but she's basically a house cat at this point

  • accidiam: apathy

  • sinclair: the hermit saint clair

  • silver white

  • muted blue

  • a dash of red

songs.

TrackArtist
Slipping Through My FingersABBA
ChessboardOFFICIAL HIGE DANDISM
Drag PathTwenty One Pilots
TightropeMichelle Williams
みちしるべMinori Chihara
Grandma's HomeJaithep Raroengjai
LetterTRUE
それがあなたの幸せとしても25時、ナイトコードで
Growing PainsRoh Young Sim
Jacob and the StoneEmile Mosseri
Small Fragile HeartsVictor Lundberg
Oh DandelionGamma Skies
BlackbirdThe Beatles
Sand DrawingJudah Earl

books.

TitleAuthor
Five People You Meet in HeavenMitch Albom
Tuesdays with MorrieMitch Albom

games.

TitleTitle
Baldur's Gate 3Infinity Nikki
Where Winds MeetWuthering Waves
Date EverythingLove Curse
Project SekaiThe Stanley Parable
Before Your EyesGoat Simulator
Genshin ImpactHonkai Star Rail
Hogwarts LegacyOn-Together
Reverse:1999Honkai Impact 3rd

shows / movies.

TitleTitle
Time Still Turns the PagesHow to Make Millions Before Grandma Dies
Restaurant to Another WorldApothecary Diaries
FrierenFairy Tail
Freedom WritersGreen Book
Colorful Stage! The Movie: A Miku Who Can't SingMaleficent

characters.

more.

  • likes: blue, cats, naps, catnaps, wings, flowers, sleep, snow, winter, hibernation

  • dislikes: staying awaking

  • my hobbies: sleeping, drawing, napping, reading, hibernating

  • favourite foods: instant noodles, pandan waffles, eggo strawberry waffles, macarons

  • favourite drinks: mango pineapple juice, pacific cooler caprisun, any soda

  • favourite animals: cats, frosty holland lops, winter stoats/ermines, "the snow fairy" shima-enaga (long-tailed tit)

  • currently obsessed with: trying new fashion styles

what do i consistently stream and what have i streamed so far?reemerging content:
+ art (dooble / artids)
+ coworking (cowo)
+ asmr (bedtime stories)
+ karaoke (LALALAL)
+ baldur's gate 3 (baldgay)
+ where winds meet (wewime)*
+ wuthering waves (wuwa)
+ infinity nikki (infinikki)*
+ ffxiv
+ warframei've... touched these:
+ date everything
+ genshin impact
+ honkai star rail
+ ...and many more that i have rarely streamed or only played once or twice.. ＞︿＜*official content creator

why did you start streaming?i started streaming mainly because i wanted to record my gameplay to look back on, especially story games. i also didn't (and still don't) speak much in real life because of my bad past with my voice being perceived as 'strange', so i thought it would be great practice to speak on stream, especially since there's no real pressure or judgement. i never thought i would garner such a warm, loving, and chaotic community that i love interacting with. i stay for my gataos now.

resources.

info and faq.

what's your stream schedule?due to me being a full time grad student + part time worker, my schedule is never set in stone. things can pop up randomly and i have found it hard to really set a weekly schedule. so, i have just resorted to surprise streams.i have very little stamina when it comes to anything, streaming included. sometimes, i can stream for up to 8 hours, but i usually don't push myself that far ..!catch me when you catch me, and i'll see you when i see you!

what are your streams like?i really can't classify by genre. some streams are soft, gentle, and comfy, where i have very weak energy and speak sometimes. other streams, i talk a lot and scream a lot! usually, you can tell within the first few minutes.please don't feel the need to stay if i'm in a mood that you don't enjoy watching. i absolutely understand.

can i talk with you?but of course! please feel free to converse with me in my discord server or reach out to my dms (as long as i have them unlocked). just please be wary that i'm mostly busy and very tired, and can leave messages unread for several days, if not weeks...

art. (PLACEHOLDER ART)

i am a novice and practicing my style. i stream my art and am slowly opening commissions as i grow more confident in my skills.yes: anime style, chibi style, girls
no: gore, furry, nsfw, mechacommission status: closed

felis fanart.

a section dedicated to all the beloved fanart + commissions i've received over my entire career. i love each and every one of them, and cherish the time and dedication poured into each artpiece. i adore them all so much. all credits will be to the artist's twitch or twitter username.